He was scared. I was sitting with Br. Thomas, a Holy Cross
brother 30 odd years my senior, and I knew he was scared. They’d found out why he’d lost his appetite
and hadn’t been able to keep food down: it was because of the cancers in his GI
tract. He’d been told about how the
course of chemo would go, how hard it would be, and he was scared. We talked, I tried to offer comfort, to just
be there, and we prayed, we prayed for healing.
I next visited him right after we’d received a new prognosis from the
doctor: the cancer had spread much more aggressively than they’d first
thought. The chemo was now useless, there
was nothing to do but manage the pain before he died. Given how scared the prospect of chemo had
made him, I’ll admit that I was scared to go back into his room and be with him,
but I went. He was breath-takingly
peaceful. God had healed Br.
Thomas. He hadn’t taken away his cancer,
but he had cast out his fear. It wasn’t
the healing I wanted. But I couldn’t
deny God had healed. I couldn’t blind
myself to the clearly manifest work of God’s hand. I had to swallow pride, fear and sorrow to do
it, but I couldn’t not give thanks. At Brother’s
funeral Mass a month or so later, together we offered the sacrifice of the
Mass, our deepest form of thanksgiving.
Sunday, October 13, 2013
God reveals Himself as He heals us – 2 Kings 5:14-17; Luke 17:11-19
Sunday of Ordinary Time, Year C, Week 28. Holy Cross Parish.
Friday, October 11, 2013
Mary helps us find Jesus -- Luke 2:41-51
School Mass for Our Lady of the Rosary; Luke 2:41-51; Holy Cross School.
As this was a Mass for children, the homily was a lot more dialogical than a text can reproduce. They gave good answers!
As this was a Mass for children, the homily was a lot more dialogical than a text can reproduce. They gave good answers!
[What have you
lost? How did you feel when you lost
it? Have you ever found something? That feels pretty good, huh?]
Mary found Jesus! She had lost her son; she had lost the Son of
God! But she found him! Can you imagine the joy! But that joy must have been tinged with a
sobering realization: my little boy’s growing up. He’s getting more independent. He’s a young man. And not just any young man, he’s holding his
own with the teachers in the Temple. He’s
in sixth grade, and he’s holding his own with the teachers in the Temple!
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
WwtW: God shows Himself in His healing action
Bible Study notes for OT C, Wk 28.
2nd
Reading: 2 Kings 5:14-17
Context. Kings
(one book that got divided because it was too long for one scroll) is the
completion of the history of Israel, from the giving of the Law in Deuteronomy,
ending with the Exile. It is theological
history: not history in a modern, or even classical Greek, sense, but an act of
preaching that seeks to answer the question, “given what we know about what
happened, what was God’s role in this?”
God gave the Law, the Land, the Kingship, the Priests and the Prophets
to guide his people and is displeased when they reject his gifts. Our story is part of a sequence of ten
wonder-stories, showing the power of the prophet Elisha. Naaman is a foreign commander suffering from
a skin disease whose wife sends him to Elisha.
Rather than see him directly, Elisha sends a messenger telling him to
wash seven times in the Jordan.
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
God has life-changing-ly urgent good news for us – Jonah 3:1-10, Luke 10:38-42
Ordinary Time, Tuesday of Week 27. Holy Cross Parish.
Language
is a slippery thing, and Hebrew has always felt especially wily to me, even
more so than English. The way we hear
Jonah’s oracle to the Ninevites (“Forty days more and Nineveh shall be destroyed”),
it sounds like pretty unambiguous bad news to us (for the Ninevites at least). There’s a phrase in Italian, all translators
are traitors (which, fittingly, sounds much better in Italian than in English). The translators here (one of whom was one of
my Hebrew teachers, by the way) have certainly captured in English one of the
meanings the Hebrew can have, the meaning the Ninevites seem to have reacted to. But, the English dries out what is slippery
in the inspired Hebrew, and sucks some of the life out of it. Because, left as it is, we would have an
unfulfilled prophecy. We would have a
prophecy with a specific time limit on it, that didn’t come to pass. We’d be reading about God getting in wrong.
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Bulletin Column: Quotable popeables
HCSS Bulletin Column, 10/5-6/13.
Friends,
Last week, we received wonderful news: Bl. Pope John
XXIII and Bl. Pope John Paul II will be canonized next year on April 27th,
the Feast of Divine Mercy. This news
especially moved me, as that is the day after my anticipated ordination to the priesthood,
the day on which I will preside for the first time at Mass. In a particular way, this news renewed my
eagerness to ask these two great Popes to keep me in their prayers as I prepare
to serve the people of God as a priest.
Their gifts to the Church were (and continue to be) immeasurable, but
each of them has contributed a quote that I often pray with and has proved a
means by which the charity of Christ has urged me on to persevere in the
Christian life and my ministry.
Thursday, October 3, 2013
God carries others to Him through our consent to being carried – Luke 10:1-21
Ordinary Time, Week 26, Thursday. Holy Cross Parish.
Throughout
the Fall, the Daily Mass lectionary takes us passage by passage through Luke’s
account of Jesus’ earthly ministry.
Sometimes, a feast day will come up that leads us to depart for a day
from this continuous reading and instead incorporate into our Mass a reading
more closely linked with the feast. When
that happens, as it has the last couple of days, we end up skipping some of the
continuous reading. It’s like changing
the channel to check a sports score and then going back to your movie. Today, we switch back to our continuous
reading of Luke and, if it were a movie, we’d notice that the scene has
suddenly shifted. Up until this point,
we’ve spent almost five weeks reading about Jesus’ ministry in Galilee, his
home territory. We turn away for two
days, and he’s started moving: he’s turned his face to Jerusalem and begun the
journey that will take us the next seven weeks to read about. And that’s important background, because it
matters to remember that all we’re about to read is being spoken by a man who
knows he’s walking to his death, who’s willing to do this out of love for us,
who’s inaugurating the pilgrimage we now walk, through death to
everlasting life. When he sends out the
seventy-two on a difficult journey, he knows what he’s asking.
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
WwtW: God freely gives us faith
Wednesdays with the Word Bible Study notes for OT C, Wk 27.
Gospel: Luke 17:5-10
Context. We continue Jesus’ long
journey to Jerusalem (9:51-19:48; Wks 13-31), and wrap up the section of it
which is an extended response to the question “who will be saved?” (13:10-17:10; Wks 21-27). He is concerned to form community and set
boundaries, but in a completely topsy-turvy way that will confound any sense of
privilege.
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